I turned 25 this year and made big decisions in my life, from applying to a job abroad, entering a relationship (humabol pa talga bago mag-2007), hopping from one job ot another, to deciding to take up masters. I’ve come a long way but I’m not even half the entirety of my journey. I couldn’t totally say I have grown for I’ve still done a couple of mistakes. There were still times when I didn’t know myself and vaguely affirmed my stand in life, everything seemed blurry that caused me so much misery and fear. Oftentimes, I’ve been swept with emotions that tormented me and caused to me to cry like the child I was. Many times I cried alone and pitied myself for being a coward and a loser - assessing my whole life as someone who hasn’t found her place under the sun, yet (not yet as of the moment, but I sure will!). I told myself I still hadn’t embarked my existence in this life - I am still a lousy, pasaway and immature tech support rep. I hadn’t grown up and until now convincing and asking myself if I made the right decisions and had taken the right paths in life. I would be leaving 2006 with uncertainty and with still a lot of questions unanswered…

But just like before there’s nothing wrong if you’d continue to hope for the best things to come. I am looking forward to the coming year and for sure it’s going to be a great and bountiful year for me and for anyone else. There would be greater opportunities and more windows would be opened for me. If there’s one thing I’ve learned this 2006, that is to always be on the brighter side of things, there’s gotta be some sense of equilibrium somewhere, it shouldn’t be that bad all the time. I’d continue to weave my dreams again — if I have to start from scratch, then be it.

So much for the overreacting and drama queen that I’d been for the last twelve months! So much for the pathetic obsession I had over someone who won’t definitely love me back! Sabi nga sa Horoscope ko:

So much for the stagnant and broken Janis you’d witnessed in 2206!

E-N-O-U-G-H   I-S   E-N-O-U-G-H !!!!!!!!!!

I know that there are promises to be fulfilled the coming year. I could feel that there would be a lot of dreams/goals/ambitions/visions to be realized in 2007. A lot of great things to be revealed in me(naks!) the coming year. I’m filled with too much hope and anticipation. I know that the road may not be smooth but one thing’s for sure, I know I’m gonna be happy!

(Right, Kenneth?)