I would’ve to say "Welcome back!" to myself after being aslept (wide awake but half asleep) and after letting my sanity sank somewhere for a long time! I would finally…as in finally… say GOOD BYE to him! I won’t let my present and my future be swayed by my past…HE’S FROM THE PAST, meaning an action already performed, a.k.a DONE, synomynous to FINISH !!! Lemme charge everything to experience and never be affected by him — IN ANY POSSIBLE WAY !

He was, and still a heartless MONSTER who would just break any woman’s heart as he damn pleases. And I won’t let him break mine OVER AND OVER AGAIN (despite the fact that he’s INACTIVE in my life for the past 3 years!) !!! NUNCA! NEVER AGAIN!

I would love again….even if it takes forever…even if it means totally forgetting him…even if it means being born again and start living, I sure will…I damn will !!! There are still alotta "good guys out there" and I should go ahead and find my own guy…MY MAN!

As I always say …. It’s not my loss..IT’S HIS LOSS!!!

I am so tired of trying to move on…trying to take one step away from him but keep coming back …to HIM!!! Now I will really move on.

I have to move on…and I WILL MOVE ON, I will leave my past (DEFINITELY INCLUDES HIM) as I turn and unfold life’s pages…

GOODBYE!!!!

Para sa kaniya!!!!!

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you’re back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you’d be back to bother me

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I’m not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I’m saving all my loving
for someone who’s loving me